[log][personal][ot] digital strangenesses

[Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many]

> [
> yesterday i played chess online with someone and related a lot of
> had-to-express things about myself to them. i added them as a friend
*hard-to-express, things that are very hard to say, this is why i
wanted to preserve the conversation
> and invited them to a multi-day game.[i appreciated that my issues
> playing were easier for me when playing with them.]
> tonight i went to find the conversation. i was logged out of my
> account for the first time in years. they were no longer listed as a
> friend, and i didn't find the game in my match history. i tried to
> visit their profile page while logged out (in case they had blocked
> me) and it said the user did not exist.
> ]