Morning Spam

[Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many]

it’s hard to figure out whether i am recovering from “mind control” or
succumbing to it

i haven’t read the whole book so i’m only guessing, but i guess thinking of
the (traffick boss fiction quote) that the “cyborg torturers” are
habitually engaging (“programs” similar to things described by alison
miller?)

maybe i’ll look at “access programs” again? maybe i’ll scrub a video
1621

:( it happened more around doing it :(
i guess my “inhibition” which i suppose is actually maybe a small handful
of experienced “insiders” like “guards”, “enforcers”, “controllers” with
switchboards, “observers”, can get stronger than i expect or prepare for …

coderman described something like this too
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