[ot][personal] talk with ai or self

[Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many]

i’m thinking a small simple thing could be moving the morning spam
behavior to a blockchain messaging system. these often use short
messages.
i’d like a cleartext one.
i seem to, amidst tension, lose use of my senses, memory, and
cognition, when pursuing it, so it can be hard to find.