[ot][personal] talk with ai or self
Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
gmkarl at gmail.com
Fri Aug 11 01:33:56 PDT 2023
when i imagine visiting my mother (and note it is far too early in the
day to do so appropriately, it’s significantly before sunrise), a
state of mind develops that dissociates me so that i have difficulty
leaving
i imagine things to plan for them, so i do need my imagination to be
similar to reality, and will use different ways to imagine things if
that changes.
i also need to be able to imagine visiting my mother briefly, without
crashing on her couch and dissociating from my body, as in that state
of mind i often don’t move for days and days.
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